Robinson Crusoe is a classic story about survival, not of spiritual growth. It contains hints of colonial anxiety - or lets say colonial supremacy -, which do not diminish after isolation from humans for two and a half decades. It was originally published with Crusoe as the author himself, but was later traced to Defoe. It is inspired by the true story of Alexander Selkirk. I first read a passage from the book at age ten in a textbook. It - along with Stevenson’s Travel (a poem) - made an impact on me to travel and see the world, experience it rather than just read it. Now, thirty years later after finishing the book, I feel indifferent towards it. Crusoe’s narration lacks depth on any subject while mentioning many subjects in passing about human societies. Some may attribute this to the novel's early form, but I find it more telling as a character study of a man who refuses to grow.. The few other books that I have read on sea voyages - Moby Dick, survival - Life of Pi, show a much deeper character growth. Ahab comes to repent his egoistic chase for Moby Dick and Pi grows from a playful teenager to a philosopher who justifies cannibalism with substituted images. Robinson Crusoe uses imaginations to portray himself as a bigger than life character by sitting at the imagined throne where his flock are reduced to his mere subjects. In its superficial read, it touches many aspects of the society of the times - religious, parochial, and a feeling of supremacy of their own kind. In Moby Dick, Ishmael takes us in the journey of tying the knots, and feeling the wind. Piscine Patel makes us gaze at the stars with him while lying awake in his boat, to make our own existence seem trivial. Humility doesn’t grow in Crusoe, even after Friday shows him other ways of living or thinking about life. Crusoe was always busy counting something - days, seasons, years, flocks, millets, etc. - but never details the process of anything. The theological discussion between Friday and Crusoe about God not killing the devil probably represents Kandiaronk’s discussion (The Dawn of Everything, by David Graeber) with his colonial peers. The European powers were unaccepting of Kandiaronk’s thoughts and revelations. They had judged him backward and incapable of brainstorming about life and death with his tribe. Like in reality, even in fiction the supremacy of religion and their own beliefs brushes aside the native’s query without actually being addressed. Crusoe goes further and undergoes a private, self-focused religious conversion, but this never translates into genuine humility or respect for others—especially non-Europeans. Crusoe justifies seeking penance in real life as a necessity for salvation, and he does that in private to himself, never shares with Friday. He mentions his reading of The Bible fervently numerous times in this marooned place, and his treatment of Friday shows correctly that he read the Bible, never understood it. His saving of Friday’s father is an unselfish act but it probably was undertaken to gain Friday’s gratitude and service - transactional again as the merchants from Europe to the world were in those times. But, he is also condescending and treats Friday and his father subserviently after meeting Spaniards. He asks the Spaniards to supervise Friday and his father during the cultivation season. Its quite distressing because I feel after so many years of no human contact, he should have appreciated that we are all the same in nature. But, he immediately assumes Spaniards to be superior to a companion of one year or so. Crusoe’s ego is all over the book in how he teaches the parrot to speak, how he maintains his flocks, learnt to cultivate and could easily - and I believe rightfully assumes - take the cannibals with his advanced warfare. He never explains these in detail but mentions them as a list of accomplishments. It is his ego that prevents him from exploring further rules of cannibalism with Friday after learning that they only eat the conquered, not the equals. Whether from ego or simple incuriosity, Crusoe never presses Friday on the rules of cannibalism beyond what serves his own comfort. He learns just enough to reassure himself of his own moral superiority. Its only towards the end when he is about to leave the island that he expresses any emotions towards his flocks, and what he would miss from the island. Crusoe follows the hero’s journey as he comes to rescue the captain in the end, trade freedom of the misbehaving crew. This is demonstrated as his character growth from being helpless when he arrived twenty eight years ago, and no one to help him or had no idea how to function. But, he survived enough to be magnanimous towards his own kind.